Today was pretty melancholy. It wasn’t until having come inside for the evening after having dinner and playing on the deck with Elise and Maly that it really sunk in.
I came inside and started writing an email to my dad. He’s been gone for almost 2 years, and an email address that I created for him many years ago is still alive. I write to him every-so-often. And that’s when I broke down. There were so many things that I wanted to tell him; about how Maly talks about him and about what’s going on in our lives these days, and then I realized, he already knows these things.
I just wish he were still here. I didn’t have enough time with him.
I love you, Dad.